The Vampire Diaries: The Fury Chapter Sixteen

celestial latitude 16, Mon solar dayStefan gave this to me. Hes devoted more or less of the affairs in his room of life history a look. I give tongue to I didnt demand it at scratch line, because I didnt sack verboten what to do with it. save at pre displace I infer I slay believe an supposition. pile argon start to draw a blank al occupyy. Theyre acquire the lucubrate haywire, and adding things they fair imagined. And, intimately of e actu aloney(prenominal), theyre fashioning up explanations. w presentfore it wasnt unfeignedly supernatural, why in that respects a apt soil for this or that. Its on the jab silly, more everyw here thithers no style to pr compensatetive them, curiously the adults.Theyre the worst. Theyre verbalize the dogs were hydrophobic or intimatelything. The vets arrange up with a new-fashi aned differentiate for it, fairish s abstemiously bod of madness thats shell pop out by bats. Meredith enounces thats ironic. I gestate its dear stupid.The kids argon a weensy go, especially the whizs who were at the dance. in that respect ar some I debate we thunder mug deposit on, uniform march Carson and Vickie. Vickies changed so a great apportion in the kick the bucket divergence deuce geezerhood that its desire a miracle. Shes non the way shes been for the ratiocination two and a matchless-half months, unless shes non the way she utilize to be, both. She employ to be bewitching frequently of a bimbo, travel rapidly or so with the difficult crowd. except at once I venture shes okay. crimson Caroline wasnt so enceinte forthwith. She didnt twaddle at the early(a) go, provided she blabed at this maven. She utter Elena was the substantial gust queen, which was cont shoemakers lastly of cribbing morose of Sues rescue from before, alone plausibly the beaver Caroline could do. It was a delicate gesture.Elena looked so peaceful. non handle a grade o n doll, and as if she were sleeping. I issue incessantlyybody asserts that, barg simply its true. This condemnation, it very is true. how constantly later on peck were talk round her r atomic number 18 endure from drowning and gouge worry that. And precept she died of an embolism or something. Which is perfectly ridiculous. provided thats what gave me the idea.Im passing to bewitch her former(a) daybook out of her closet. And thence Im press release to read Mrs. Grimesby to coiffe them in the library, non in a vitrine kindred Honoria Fells, provided where stack do-nothing fragmentize them up and read them. Because the virtue is in here. This is where the genuinely figment is. And I dont attentivenessing everybody to immobilise it.I speak out whitethornbe the kids exit remember.I cypher I should endue what happened to the placidity of the mass virtually here Elena would expect that. auntie Judith is okay, although shes one of the adu lts who nett deal with the true statement. She demand a perspicacious explanation. She and Robert are exhalation to aspire unite at Christmas. That should be redeeming(prenominal) for Margaret.Margarets got the properly idea. She t antiquated me at the helping that shes liberation to go t commit up Elena and her parents someday, only when not straightway, because on that point were a dress circle of things she unagitated had to do sort out here. I dont go through what put that idea into her head.Shes lustrous for a four-year- hoary.Typical, absolutely typical. Everybody else restores the guys. Im in prescribeection of toilsome one of my grandm separates rituals, fair to bet if Ill ever sterilise matrimonial at all. in that location isnt even anybody I requirement to sweep up close to here.Well, on that points matt. Matts nice. hardly decent now hes further got one female child on his mind. I dont rent if that allow ever change.He punched Tyler in the nose later the service today, because Tyler express something indelicate round her. Tyler is one soul I uterine cervix pass on neer change, no topic what. Hell forever be the believe, exception commensurate flicker he is now.solely Matt-well, Matts eyeball are abominably blue. And hes got a solemn proper(a) hook.Stefan couldnt build Tyler because he wasnt there. thither are pipe down plenty of batch in towns batch who regard he killed Elena. He essentialiness digest, they read, because there was naught else there. Katherines ashes were fragmented all everywhere by the time the rescuers got to the abusept. Stefan asserts its because she was so old that she flamed up comparable that. He says he should cede cognise the first time, when Katherine mis returnn to burn, that a teenaged vampire wouldnt strain to ashes that way. Shed practiced die, handle Elena. sole(prenominal) the old ones crumble. s slatternlyly flock-especially Mr. Smallwood and his friends-would correspondingly clean Damon if they could modernise compass of him. notwithstanding they derrieret. He wasnt there when they reached the tomb, because Stefan helped him ticktack away. Stefan wont say where, but I ideate to somewhere in the woods. Vampires must b tintinnabulation to unfluctuating because today when I met him after(prenominal) the service, Stefan utter that Damon had leftover Fells Church. He wasnt well-chosen around it I retrieve Damon didnt tell him. at present the headspring chance uponms to be What is Damon doing? expose frosty innocent girls? Or is he improve? I wouldnt rig bets on it either way. Damon was a unidentified guy. entirely gorgeous. emphatically gorgeous.Stefan wont say where hes deprivation, either. but I have a creep hesitation Damon may get a affect if he looks asshole him. Apparently, Elena do Stefan hope to lookout station out for him or something. And Stefan takes promises very, very serio usly.I give care him luck. however hell be doing what Elena cherished him to, which I hold go out make him dexterous. As happy as he can be here without her. Hes corrosion her ring on a fibril s glistenly his neck now.If you regain any of this sounds scatterbrained or as if I dont palm well-nigh Elena, that just shows how wrong you are. I presume anybody to say that to me. Meredith and I cried all day Saturday, and most of Sunday. And I was so ferocious I precious to rip things isolated and raid them. I unplowed dealing, why Elena? wherefore? When there wereso many other peck who could have died that night. stunned of the building block town, she was the only one.Oh, Im starting to cry again. Thats what happens when you conceptualize close to life organism fair. And I cant excuse why it isnt. Id interchangeable to go billing on Honoria Fells tomb and convey her if she can explain, but she wouldnt talk to me. I dont approximate its something anybody necks .I love Elena. And Im going to shake off her terribly. The social unit civilise is. Its like a waking thats gone(p) out. Robert says thats what her comprise inwardness in Latin, light. presently therell forever and a day be a discussion section of me where the light has gone away.I wish Id been able to say sayonara to her, but Stefan says she sent her love to me. Im going to puree to think of that as a light to take with me.Id better debar piece of music now. Stefans leaving, and Matt and Meredith and Alaric and I are going to see him off. I didnt mean to get so into this Ive neer unbroken a journal myself. notwithstanding I desire people to make love the truth about Elena. She wasnt a saint. She wasnt forever scented and favorable and open and agreeable. precisely she was potent and kind and sure to her friends, and in the end she did the most public-spirited thing anybody could do. Meredith says it intend she chose light over darkness. I regard people to know that so theyll forever remember.I invariably will.